My aunt died last year and it was my first true loss/death. I have worked in hospice for 11 years but it was the first time I felt what it meant to lose someone you love.

I wish I was with her and my family at the time of her death. She had hospice care in NXC but it sucked, the nurse sucked and I just wish I was there. I also want her back. My daughter does not understand why God would take her and I don’t have the answer… I am still grieving. I know death is a part of life and I now have a better understanding of what my patient & family feel. Death sucks…

We must live every day to the fullest.